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is this my first "mature content" posting? well ... i know my agent wouldn't like it. what ... you guys think all i do are pretty portraits, interesting street stuff and red carpet bullshit.

well-think-the-fuck-again.

i wondered what the stages up to a suicide attempt might be. there have to be stages. i dunno. kinda hard to talk to someone after the fact. is it any different for a hot girl? they may be more tortured. i think rage may be the first of the stages.

this was inspired by someone and she may know who she is.

my friend -- won't disclose her name -- was so cool about this. she wants to do more fucked up shit. we made sure that there were no bullets in the gun. three times. don't worry ... no one was at risk of being ventilated.

canon eos 1d mark 2 with 24-70 2.8L. 100 iso. 250th at f9.0. 2400 ws of hensel strobe bounced off foam coar taped to the ceiling.
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:iconpacuchocadaver:
pacuchocadaver Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016
These chocolate hand guns are delicious!!
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:iconmorbiusx33:
morbiusx33 Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
My God, I certainly hoped you stopped her!!!
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:icondrew-berrymore:
DREW-BERRYMORE Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No! Not with a glock, man!
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:iconxia99:
XIA99 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2012
A bit of an over-reaction to running out of toilet paper. Has she not noticed the one on the cistern?
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:iconmatrix8012:
matrix8012 Featured By Owner May 28, 2012
shot ¡¡ :D
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:iconllamaunicorns:
llamaunicorns Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Emotional stages of suicide (or attempted suicide in my case)

1. Frustration

2. Anger

3. Guilt

4. Worthlessness

5. More anger

6. More frustration

7. Stress

8. Despair

9. Depression

10. More worthlessness

11. Suicidal

12. Fear

13. Attempt at feeling fine

14. Failed attempt causes worse depression

15. Suicidal thoughts increase

16. Every past emotion increases

17. Something snaps

18. And... suicide :/


This is how it was for me at least.
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:iconarppis:
Arppis Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2010
Haha, at the Daily Bugle in the garbage. But yea, this picture is nice and it has emotion in it. Also I like the small details in it. Good work. :)
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:iconphotofairy:
photofairy Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2009   General Artist
a gun is such a macho suicide method, i don't think she'll go through with it... :)
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:iconkipkent:
KipKent Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2009  Student Photographer
great photo, love the concept.
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:iconcarbon-dreams:
carbon-dreams Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2009
brilliant, how many people did you piss off with this? plenty i hope, this is a work of art
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:iconterry19641964:
terry19641964 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2009
A very sad and poignant image, makes me want to reach in there, grab the gun and lead her to find some help, i suffer from depression myself and find this image very disturbing!
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:iconholmzito:
holmzito Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2009
"is it any different for a hot girl? they may be more tortured."

Simply put this is the most shallow thing I have ever heard anyone say. Period.
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nellie379 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2009
huh. i like that spiral of hair and how its curves compliment the curves of her bra.

damn, those last bits of toilet paper never cease to annoy me. i always have to put on a new roll because i feel guilty if i don't :P
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:iconhiddenplanet:
Hiddenplanet Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2009
A very intense photo but I love the emotion that comes from it :)
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:icondead-inside-lucy:
Dead-Inside-lucy Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2009
WOW this is wonderful
i cant explain how brilliant it is
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:iconlightdrafter:
lightdrafter Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2009
Feat [link]
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:iconfriendoftheshadows:
friendoftheshadows Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2008  Student Interface Designer
great photo! nice detail with the other objects in the bathroom.
and the expressio on her face is really great.
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:iconrainylullaby:
rainylullaby Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2008
This is just amazing
I'm speechless
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:iconayazdede:
ayazdede Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
unbelievable,
excellent...
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:iconvmgp2:
vmgp2 Featured By Owner May 26, 2008
WHAT A SAD PIC....SHE IS SO YOUNG AND PRETTY.....
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:icondeathdisco1997:
DEATHDISCO1997 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2008
sexy an deathly
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:iconmark-the-better:
Mark-The-Better Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2008
Such a chilling and perfectly placed piece. Love it.
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:iconshprotesse:
shprotesse Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2008
yeah! do it do it!

My version looks like this
[link]
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:iconbrokoloid:
brokoloid Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
ooOooOOoooo the eybrow !!!!!
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:iconbraindeadbunbun:
braindeadbunbun Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2007
i dont want this to be taken offensively, cuz its an interesting shot...

but its hard for me to take it seriously when your half naked for no purpose.
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:iconcweeks:
cweeks Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2007
who said you should take it seriously?
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:iconbraindeadbunbun:
braindeadbunbun Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2007
well. theres a gun in the mouth, kinda heavy...?
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:icondagwill:
Dagwill Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2007
Amazing. You shouldn't be able to seem subtle and insightful with a gun in your mouth, but there you go; you really captured the expression perfectly.
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:iconlunchbox165:
Lunchbox165 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2007
Is This Because Your Out Of Toilet Paper?.. j/k I Love this Favourite :D
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:iconcweeks:
cweeks Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2007
yes.

you're the first one who understood! ;)
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:iconapathetik:
Apathetik Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2007   Interface Designer
amazing
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GunGirlsClub Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2007
Amazing work! We would love to submit this, and any of the other related work in your gallery to the club. Please take the time to view our page's journal for guidelines to joining us, and submitting your work to be viewed by our members.
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ToiletClub Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2007
Amazing work! We would love to submit this, and any of the other related work in your gallery to the club. Please take the time to view our page's journal for guidelines to joining us, and submitting your work to be viewed by our members.
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:iconxjesx:
xjesx Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2007
go go don't stop.
I like it
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:iconthe-lovely-bones:
The-Lovely-Bones Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2007   Photographer
I love the expression of pain and anger and sadness on her face.
It ties the whole idead together of why she would want to do something like this.
Great job.
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baader-meinhof Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2007
i have seen cases
according to testimonies (when they are available) rage is usually the first and only stage(in a "real" suicide, not the "draw attention and then stay alive" ones). actually, (dead do not talk but..) an oppinion is that most of victims would not do it if they have had an opportunity to "cool off". on the other side, there are some that are result of a deep depression and , of course "draw attention and then stay alive" attempts that went "too far"
in most cases, women try to avoid a damage to their face, even if it assumes longer agony or more intense pain. hot or not-without a major difference-as statistics show
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:iconbunnypirate:
bunnypirate Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2007
i wouldn't have placed her in the bathroom.
other than that, it's an amazing shot.
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:iconcweeks:
cweeks Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2007
and that matters, why?
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:iconfloatingaiko:
FloatingAiko Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2007
I just found it. Instant +favourite it is.
I feel sad for the girl, but it is good to know she won't do much damage, because the safety on the gun is on :)
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mariecamin Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2007
whoah.
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:iconashx911:
ashx911 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2007
Amazing. Just absolutly amazing..
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:iconspockmou:
spockmou Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2007  Student Traditional Artist
Love it!
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:iconkamoostoos:
kamoostoos Featured By Owner May 26, 2007
DO IT!
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hell-on-a-stick Featured By Owner May 21, 2007  Professional Writer
dig the photo man, in fact I was lying around with a similar photo in mind a few days ago. 2 questions. 1. how does a small gallery shooter like me get a ligit. regular gig? I mean I sell out every show but as you know this isnt a cheap profession, 2. how dow I get the most depth/texture out of an old 35mm hockey puck? any info would be great/ I will try to send you a few of my shots see what you think. this comment was posted via my site from my friend of many years ~poet77 he's 33 and im trying to get him acclimated into the new technology. :)
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gioiasonica Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2007
sorry, but i must add this photo....
it's terrible
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:iconcweeks:
cweeks Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2007
don't be sorry!
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:icongioiasonica:
gioiasonica Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2007
sorry, but i must add this photo....
it's terrible
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xAngelofShadowsx Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2007
{is this my first "mature content" posting? well ... i know my agent wouldn't like it. what ... you guys think all i do are pretty portraits, interesting street stuff and red carpet bullshit.

well-think-the-fuck-again.

i wondered what the stages up to a suicide attempt might be. there have to be stages. i dunno. kinda hard to talk to someone after the fact. is it any different for a hot girl? they may be more tortured. i think rage may be the first of the stages.}

A response to this what you wrote here!
For starters there are alot of damn hot girls out in todays society that is suicidal and the messed up shit is something like this. I have been part of online groups for self injury for about 2 years now. There are things such as this and worse. I know Pre-teens that have sliced diced, jumped all the way to Girls and guys ten years my age who have done the same.

As everyone says this is quite emotional and moving. As you stated messed up crap like this does exist.

Im glad someone has the guts to put this out there visually.

Other things to find.
Thinspiration, Cutting (images that are not meant to be artistic), and other things..

Thank you and please reply..
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romantic2 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2007
There's so much anguish in her face at the moment before the shot. I'd love to see the "sequel" - her dead body lying relaxed, her face at peace.
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:iconmayahs:
mayahs Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2007
So emotional, the models has a fantastic expression to portray the feeling.
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